Dealing with an Illness
When I started my blog I thought that I would be dedicating myself solely to creative endeavors. However, as writing is a wonderful way of dealing with one's emotions, I decided to reflect on what is going on in my family at the moment. How do you deal with the fact that you might lose someone? This is a question that has been at the forefront of my mind for some time. I have never been comfortable with expressing my emotions, so the last two years have been a real challenge for me. My husband's older brother has been battling stomach cancer. He has led and continues lead a gallant fight. I truly admire him, though I lack the words to say it. It has been one of the most difficult things that I have had to deal with as a wife, a mother, and a sister-in-law. I cannot imagine what goes through his mind on a daily basis, or where he draws his strength from. What is clear is that he loves his family and that he will do anything to beat the disease, including facing painful experimental treatments. On Monday we thought we were saying goodbye, today we have been informed he is being released from the hospital. It is such an overwhelming sense of glee to know that he is heading home and has made it through another scare. If anything, what I have learned from this experience is that cancer is a bitch of a roller coaster that no one wants to ride, but when forced to some people can truly amaze you. My brother-in-law is definitely a force to reckoned with.